CNY 2009 - a new year, a new start ?

Light orange cheesecake mousses

Chocolate mousse + morello cherry compote + lychee mousse + lychee bits Topped with sparkling grape jelly

Had CNY gathering < potluck > @ my place this year since had been always @ others' place for the past few gathering. Those 2 pics on top are my newest creation.

Seems wrong to put this part here but I guess I had to add this in and i will minimize this type of SAD posting cos think it's getting a bit unhealthy. Life had been a bit down for me , though I m still able to lauffs if needed. Maybe I think I am turning "short" soon.

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Lastly , I need to get a job real soon ... all this is adding up to my problems, Soon i will turn every1 against me to protect myself ..... like what i always do , maybe not healthy , but at least it's a form of protection that I will have. Really hope I will really change myself for the better , open my eyes bigger to see people i know and not getting myself hurt anymore. And I will focus more on my baking , and hopefully turn this blog into something more on my passion baking and not just my "down" life.

My gang of close bros with their wives

P/s : You guys/gals are still the best frenz in my life who gone thru my ups n downs and no matter where we are or how less time we meet up , I know support and help will always be there, just a call away. Thanks !!!

Happy yr 2009 to all ~

Lychee Jello

Coconut sago with Pineapple

Tiramisu

Medicine :(

My own Pasta

Had a gathering @ my fren place , we had porridge for the first time ... quite cool ... did some desserts and review not too bad :) Chatted a lot, catch up alot of old times ... and finally the last of the lot is getting married this Sat 3/1/09 , wish him and his wife all the best. Everything was like perfect , except i still need to find a good job.

Came home ... dad was complainting about mum , sigh ... y do i have to be involved in this ... and sigh ... i think i really need a job ... and change my life abit bit ... for th better of cos ... I can only hope.

2009 - might be a start of many new things , for once , I m back to single again but "seeing someone?". It adds alot to myself .. "am i ready ? " "is the other party ready?" "are we meant for each other ?" hmmm might be thinking too far but that that is one bad point about me now .... I will just follow my heart and see where it leads.

Hopefully 2009 is a good year ... looking forward to 1) get a good career, 2) be a good BF ? 3) have a happy family 4) friendship.

Thanks to Wz & Mavis for this spread