DIPB003 Chalet :) Part 1

Just got back from skool and a 3D2N escape @ Aloha Changi ... It was crazy ... and lotas of fun .... and of cos ... I was DRUNK for the 3rd time !!!! I am sooo lously LOL. and the best things is .... I puke again ... kinda of loser ha ha . Well i was just high when we start our drinking game but i got too high cos i drank alot n fast and lots of mix .... the worst being the BIG cup ha ha. Think chivas and the Girl only is the killer. After a few games ... i told them i cannot oreadi so i told them i will go sleep first ... after laying on bed for a while ... think i was oreadi alseep ... My "wife" jumped on me and woke me up ... and Karen starts to take "raping" pics .... and the worst thing is .... that "jump" on my stomach .... makes me feel likes puking ... and .... I puked within mins .... all thanks to my 2pid " wife" .... too late now ... tired .... part 2 another day !!!Say .... " Drunk " !!!!!!!

DRUNK !!!

Yesterday was a bad day .... I had my 2nd drunk in my whole life ( as long as I can remember ) Well i didn't drink alot but guess I drank too fast LOL .... dunno am I happy or am I not happy to drink that fast ... cannot rem liao also. But would just like to say sorry to both my classmates , Yj n Js , thankx for taking care of me when i was dead drunk .... puked 3 times ( or sessions actually ) i think. I must have created a scene .... by drunk and sleeping under the table in the heart of Prinsep street .. think there were still alot of ppl ard there when I was under the table ... turning here n there cos though me drunk i still can heard ppl talking around there ... soooooo MALU ...... think that was the worst sooo far .... the last drunk was in my own house toilet so no ppl know .... this time round was really bad ... lucky we not going "tower" next week ... really paiseh to face the ppl there LOL having dirty their floor with my puke ... :P Anywayz .... LOVE you guys ..... So sorry to give you 2 sooooo many trouble ... Promised to treat you 2 better ok ? ha ha ha ..... Love you 2 Many Many !!!! Thanks Sis ... and my loving "wife" LOL
From the bottom of my heart ..... Thanks and hugz !!!!

Btw attached my new gloomy pouches :) ( not all is mine though)

Life is .....

One of my emo moments again ..... but i seriously really wonder .... what is LIFE ? what is HAPPINESS ? what is SADNESS ? and blah blah blah ....... When a person is smiling and lauffing ... is he/she really happy ? is there something called a Happy-O-Meter ? Can someone give me 1 if there is ?

I am really disappointed again @ Home Coming .... Once again I did not received the small paper of recognition even though my result was str8 A+ again ... attendance is FULL too .... yet once again my name was not in the list ... when i ask a chef of mine ... he said nothing .... no answer for me .... asked one of the SA ... she say alot of P&C factors .... WTF .... i just want to know what the P&C were ... then i can improved myself. I know i am vain .... but .... they put it as "students who did it well in their last exams" .... I believe that i did well enuff to score all A+ yet ... ppl who dunno will think that i under performed cos only my classmates got that , yet i didn't .... I do care alot of how ppl look @ me .... @ least i dare to admit that I am VAIN !!! Then again , maybe i m kena marked ... sigh. I did all i can to be the best of myself oreadi ....

I think my drive in studee and work is highly affected by my moods , emo and feelings .... I dunno how long this energy/drive will still stays .... hope someone gave me a light ... guide me and stand by me to the ending point. I dun wan to go alone .... i am scare ,,,, lonely and .... tired.... Any1 out there ? To apply please post a comments , terms and conditions applies.

On the other side ... had some fun with my classmates recently though ... a few of us ... been drinking alot recently ... I guess this sort of bond us together .... but dunno good or not though cos not very healthy and not very cheap with all those mid-nite charges.And of cos .... we did all sort of "things" when we get high .... alot of 2pid things ... 2pid topic n stuffs .... But i really enjoyed myself ... not sure about them though .... seriously .... i don't feel that old when crazy with them but then I am really much older .... sigh .... 5-10yrs different .... think would be much better if i was 5 yrs younger ? ha ha wishful thinking ....

I always had pppl thinking that i am not that bad ... i m good @ this ... good @ that ... and stuff ... which that is not the actual me .... yet none believe me .... How can i make them understand the real me ? am i really that faked ? is it good or bad ? I really dunno ... thinking more of it make me even lost .... I really dunno who i m ..... Once again to all out there ... " I M NOT AS GOOD AS U ALL THINK I AM, I M BUT A GREAT PRETENDER !!!!! "

Secrets - I have tons n tons of it .... yet 99% of it cannot be told to anyone .... or rather .... 10% i can only tell to A , 10% only to B , another 15% to C and blah blah blah .... but it won't help in anything cos the 10% I tell to A, is not related to A but actually related to me n B , then things i told B is between me n A/C ( here get this str8 ... i dun mean telling A's secrets to B but rather things concerning me and A )

Hope I will get out of this stage soon ...... attached is my drinking buddies pic .... mainly my "wife" and my "drinking" sister .... ( P/s alot of 2pid pics n videos cannot be uploaded ..... so ... TOO BAD to you all who got no chance to see it :P)