Malacca 24 hrs makan trip

Decided to go Malacca for a 2D1N trip on Friday, cos maybe going to start work again soon so maybe might not have chance to go again anything soon. It was a very last min decision, we only decided on Thursday. Actually wanted to bring mum along but decided not to first, cos being my first time there, better go and Reece first. Before later Mum complained too much walking again. Went to Popular to buy a Malacca map, which cost me $9.31 (which I think was damn expensive) it doesn't even have much info on the places of interests.
We left Singapore on Friday morning at 9am, went to withdraw some $ and top up petrol before setting off. Traffic was quite smooth cos it was a weekday morning, alone the way we only made 1 stop for toilet break and by ard 12.30 pm we are already in the Malacca heritage area. First we went to have “Chicken Rice Balls” @ Chung Wah (there is a few outlets selling the same thing but friend recommended this. The chicken was nice but I feel the rice not flavorful enough, but I found a way to over come this, first I break the chicken ball into 2, then deep into the gravy of the chicken, then put a piece of meat then put some chili, then all into your mouth: P it taste … Sedap!

Next we went to look for accommodations, Read online for some review, there is 3-4 that we consider, Hereen House, Hereen Inn, BaBa House or Puri Hotel, but we minus Puri cos read online price listed is b4 taxes also the outlook is sooo different from the online picture. Parking was one of our concern, so when online we read BaBa House got own parking behind so we stayed there instead, price was quite ok, 138 RM for a superior king sized bedroom with windows (the most exp room there) with breakfast provided. Room was ok and everything was fine (except we kinda of regret later, cos it is very far in the street, so every time if we go out n wans to go back to the hotel, we had to walk more compare if we had taking the nearer Hereen house/Inn.

Once check in, we had a quick shower and had a walk ard the daytime Jonker Walk, nothing much excited us cos not really in a shopping mood, ESP all those things for tourists. Saw a lot of shops selling pineapple tarts which all put “ 現做現賣” kinda of wonder how many are true BUT they all put a over in front, ha ha so u had to believe bah: P We had Chendol @ Kedai Antik 88 (Chendol 88) @ Jonker Street, someone online recommended this as the best, so we ate there, which was really good, no complaint ☺. After that we went to the cornet of Jonker street and went into the “三叔公” and have a look cos someone online put it's the same as the “Tan Kim Hock” which. IT”S DIFFERENT !!! So I did not buy anything there cos 三叔公’s products, can be found in JB or even GIANT. So we decided to go back hotel for a shower n had a bit of rest b4 going for dinner @ the famous Satay Celup. Took a short nap cos my fren was quite tired after the drive, woke up @ 4 pm and went out cos fren was here recently and said last time by the time they reach the dinner place @ 5.30, it was oreadi FULL and had to wait for about 1 hr b4 getting a table. I read online someone said they only open @ 5.30 pm though. Anyway we decided to walk there as it was less then 30min walk from our hotel, we reach there abt 4.30 and it was still closed, so we decided to detour to the Tan Kim Hock Product Centre which was abt 10 min walks away. It was really like how I saw online the products there is A LOT !!!!!!!! until I dun even know what to buy …. Coming here to take a look/picture is oreadi enuff LOL; anyway we bought quite a bit of stuffs. Oh btw, the boss really wears his signature white suit like someone posted online, so cute !!!

Left for dinner after that, we reach the place ard 5.15 and it was almost full, this is actually not my first time having this cos a fren bought home-style version back to SG for us to try b4 but eating there is really different, it was so much better ☺, Ok let me explain what Satay Celup is, it is like steamboat but using satay as base. Food is sold in skewers or small plates, Skewer cost 70cent RM and plate not sure but the blur plates are more expensive. Must get use to the staffs will come n stir the base to prevent sticking to the base of the pot I guess. Anyway some of the things I like there, is the chicken skewer (cos I like breast meat) then the beancurd skin thing, tau pok, and there is this meatball with a lot of mince meat once u bite inside, a bit like meatball version of “Fu Chow Fishball” BUT be careful the “juice” inside is hot when bite. This is confirm a must try place for first comer. Next we went back to the hotel cos bought too much things from TKH.

Took another shower, then laze abit, was debating should we go to the shopping malls, in the end, we decided to go to the night market @ jonker walk (read online and it state only on fri/sat nite) and then walk to the new shopping mall – Dataran Pahlawan Mega Mall, it is also within walking distance from the hotel, abt 20 min bah, we decided to take the smaller route cos shorter, and we pass by an old train n an airplane display. Went to the factory outlet n my fren bought some shirt , went FOS but nothing much , walk a bit in the mall b4 heading back to the night market @ Jonker Walk ( cos we are not really shopping ppl) by the time we reach Jonker Walk , it got crowded and we had to squeeze thru , by this time we also got bit hungry , read online must eat the “dim sum” which cost 3 piece for 1.50 rm and 7 piece for 3rm ( must buy more , cos we only start to eat in the hotel by the time we finished , we wished we buy more but yet lazy to go out again) In the end , decided to just stay in the hotel room and watch TV , lucky there was a hongkong movie ( in Cantonese though ), Dun except alot of prawns like dim sum in SG for that price though BUT we like the taste of it :)

Wake up at 8.30 am for breakfast at the hotel , there was a choice of western ( 2 toasts with some scramble egg and a sausage ) or eastern ( fried rice with sausage ) , Did not really manage to fill me , but then why waste when FREE rite ? , anyway after that I decided to try one of the Wanton mee stall cos read online say it a bit different here cos got no black sauce one. Then we decided to do some last min shopping of local products ( really a lot here to buy ) and hee hee back for another round of chendol @ 88 n this time round we decided to try the Baba laska (most ppl recommanded the Nonya Assam Laska though) , which was hmmmm NICE too , they actually added sardin flakes in oil in a spoon for you to mix into the gravy , taste good , esp the fried stuff , we order a 2nd round of the tau pok n beancurd skin , next time will try more here. Bought some coconut sugar n syrup from this shop also. A chef told us b4 , good coconut sugar must be slight brown in color and must be a bit soft n not too hard.

After that we went back hotel for a shower and left there for home , we left abt 12 pm and by 4 pm we are back home in sg oreadi.

P/s: did not manage to try any Peranakan/ Portuguese food this time round, maybe next time if I am there longer.

Some personal tips: -
Best to go on weekdays, not so crowded
If interested in going to all those places of interests, advise to go @ least 3D2N cos this trip is just for FOODs !!!
Best to @ least 2D1N cos can have hotel to rest/shower cos ppl tends to sweat there as the streets are not covered.
If possible, can just stay ard the Jonker Walk area, to me most of the things are within walking distances, cos if drive, you might have to go one big round as some of the roads are one-way only.

Some address of the food I mentioned: -

Capitol Satay Celup, 41 Lorong Bukit Cina, close on Monday (info I got online) best to go ard 5-5.15 pm n wait a bit rather then to go there full then u have to wait longer. (It’s the corner shop, the one few doors away no business one)

Tan Kim Hock Product Center , 85,87,89 Jalan Bendahara. ( Noticed the guy in white suit ? )

Chung Wah Chicken rice shop, @ corner of Jonker Street, weekends always long Q.

Jonker Dessert 88
88, Jalan Hang Jebat (Jonker Street),
75200 Melaka for their Chendol, laska

Night market @ Jonker Street, at night after 6pm, I think best to go ard 8-9pm, must eat the “Dim sum”, a lot of finger foods

Wantan Noodle @ Kedai Makanan & Miniman Wantan Mee ( 大姑云吞面), 40 Jalan Tun Tan Cheng Lock (Hereen Street, behind Jonker Street, open 7.30am – 2.30pm, info from online)

笑死人的12星座宝

白羊座

妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊：“穿裙子时不可以荡秋千；不然，会被小男生看到里面的小内裤
哦！”
有一天，羊羊高兴地对妈妈说：“今天我和小明比赛荡秋千，我赢了！”
妈妈生气地说：“不是告诉过你吗？穿裙子时不要荡秋千！”
羊羊骄傲地说：“可是我好聪明哦！我把里面的小内裤脱掉了，这样他就看不到我的
小内裤了！”

（勇敢直率、敢做敢为的白羊）


金牛座

卖瓜小贩：“快来吃西瓜，不甜不要钱！”
饥渴的牛牛：“哇！太好了，老板，来个不甜的！”

（持家、想出轨又顾全自己的金牛）


双子座

妈妈叫双双起床：“快点起来！公鸡都叫好几遍了！”
双双说：“公鸡叫和我有什么关系？我又不是母鸡！”

（自我意识强烈、自行思维的双子）


巨蟹座

公车上，蟹蟹说：“今晚我要和妈妈睡！”
妈妈问道：“你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿？”
蟹蟹不假思索：“嗯！”
妈妈又问：“那你媳妇怎么办？”
蟹蟹想了半天，说：“好办，让她跟爸爸睡！”
妈妈：“！＠＃＄％︿＆＊（……—”
再看爸爸，已经热泪盈眶啦！

（恋母情结、依恋的巨蟹）


狮子座

狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候，狮狮问：“我们为什么要吃这种像屁股
的寿包？”
众人听了脸色大变。
接著狮狮拨开寿包，看看里面的豆沙，说：“奶奶，快看！里面还有大便！”
众人晕的晕，吐的吐。

（以自我感受、不怕旁人眼光的骄傲的狮子）


处女座

处处对肚脐很好奇，就问爸爸。
爸爸把脐带连著胎儿与母体的道理简单地讲了一下，说：“婴儿离开母体之后，医生
把脐带减断，并打了一个结，後来就成了肚脐。”
处处：“那医生为什么不打个蝴蝶结？”

（好奇心强又追求完美的处女）


天秤座

父亲对天天说：“今天不要上学了，昨晚．．．你妈给你生了两个弟弟。你给老师说
一下就行了。”
天天却回答：“爸爸，我只说生了一个；另一个，我想留著下星期不想上时再说！”

（聪明、权衡利弊的天平）


天蠍座

蠍蠍刚睡著，就叫蚊子叮了一口。
他起来赶蚊子，却怎么也赶不出去。没法，便指著蚊子说：“好吧，你不出去我出去
！”边说边出了房间，把门使劲关严得意地说：“哼！我今晚不进屋，非把你饿死不可！”

（搞不懂、不按常理出牌的天蝎）


射手座

射射：“爸爸，为什么你有那么多白头发？”
爸爸：“因为你不乖，所以爸爸有好多白头发阿。”
射射：……（疑惑中）
射射：“那为什么爷爷全部都是白头发？”
爸爸：！＠＃＄％︿＆＊（……

（喜欢思考的射手）


摩羯座

一天，羯羯跟妈妈上街；走在路上，突然下起雨来。
妈妈拉过羯羯的小手，说：“下雨了，快往前跑阿！”
羯羯慢条斯理地问：“那前面就不下雨喽！？”

（明白现实懒得改变的摩羯）


水瓶座

瓶瓶问妈妈：“问什么称蒋先生为『先人』？”
妈妈说：“因为‘先人’是对死去的人的称呼。”
瓶瓶说：“那去世的奶奶是不是要叫『鲜奶』？”

（天生的另类、脑筋思考永远和常人不一样的水瓶）


双鱼座

爸爸给鱼鱼讲小时候经常挨饿的事。
听完後，鱼鱼两眼含泪，十分同情地问：“哦，爸爸，你是因为没饭吃才来我们家的
吗？”

（富含丰富同情心、不分情况对象的双鱼）

Long updates ~

It had been a while since i blogged , this few mths had been up n down like a roller coaster ride. First of all , yes , I got a job but part time only @ a hotel , which i had always wanted , BUT only to realized that it is not where I would wan to be , not becos of hard work but becos of what is to be done there. I gave up a full time job offer to go in that place as a part timer , though not what i really thot it would be but @ least i get to seen tried n know that is not where i wanted to be. Think i know what i really want for now, I really wants to do beautiful cakes and desserts , using the best ingredients and had the best presentation. Of cos , I am not @ that level yet and i am still trying very hard to learn from the best if given a chance. Maybe I wish that i dunno what i really one like some of my peers, think that would be easier and not so choosy.
My hand is giving me problems this few days , it can get so bad that until I can't even lift chopsticks for long. Think my current workplace gonna kill me , work 2 weeks and I am off for 1 weeks, anyway decided to go back to work ... FORCED myself to , till i find another job , think I had to reply on painkiller for my hand till I see a specialist in end of June.
Back to things at the hotel , 1) cos they served buffets , so hmmm things is just looks ok will do no need to look super nice , and their desserts dun really have the I see liao will "WOW" feeling. I always thot hotels might have the "WOW" factors that I am looking for but too bad ... so am kind of disappointed. But think on the brighter side , I do get to see different things , like ice-cream machine , and stuffs. But I dun think i will stay there for long cos 1) it's just part time and also the working place dun really suit me , i needed to be somewhere more jolly and not just rushing for nothing ...
Had another fren's gathering recently , desserts I made was way below standard ... quite disappointed with myself LOL ... ppl been saying ... i been doing worst then last time, dun have the "Wow" factor anymore. Must buck up !! anyway plan to get a ice-cream maker for myself , so good news to my fren ..... I might provide fresh ice-cream cake /desserts for you ppl next time .... :) next will aim to get an "espuma". Pray to whoever .... whatever .... I hope to had a chance to learn n specialize in desserts/plated .... but i dunno where i can pick up .... dun think i can do it on my own .... so if any1 got any good chef willing to take me in , let me know .... I dun mind working for free if there's things to learn !!!
Will try n start to take pics of my creation and maybe post the recipe online from now on .... always forget to do that ... feel so bad..... ..... but ... recipe .... should I or should I not share ? I been very open always but seems to me many ppl still keep their recipe like dunno what like that .... makes me wonder .... what should I do ?

P/s : hope my hand can get better , if not , I might have to even give up my dreams on baking ... ( now on 3 mths medication )

Moving on ~ ( for N times )

Went for a run ..... ha ha , been wanting to do so but sooooo lazy , wonder how long more b4 my next run ... *crossed finger* that i try n do it often. Been telling myself i need to move on for the N times , hope i can really do it this time :)

Anyway , have this bright idea of mine , To all my frenz reading this blog , did not get any requests for cakes/desserts since my last post on my work in 2008, here I am giving you all another chance , ha ha , post in the comment to let me know if there is any cakes/desserts , in any flavours that you like (of cos must be practical lar), Then i will try it out and create it specially for you , YES you only :) but of cos u need to give me time to try n explore, of cos if u ever gets to eat it , means I am sucessful , if not ... then keep waiting ok :) ( ok ok maybe it's just some excuess to make you ppl comment here , BUT i will try my very best ok to get the ingredients and explore in the new creations. ) So keep your requests coming in so that i can bring myself to the next level , be it I am ready or not. hugzzzzz

WSQ Graduation @ Vivo

Me + my Daughter

Went to meet my daughter and Esther @ Vivo's Marche for lunch , as per normal ..... Marche is still as EXPENSIVE , spent abt $40 on a meal .. and didn't finished all also ... waste of $$$$ , Banned myself from going there anymore ... It just not worth it !!!!. Went Daiso , bought a skin peeler for doing orange strips. Then we to a toy shop and saw a gloomy bear 's coin bank .... soooooooooooo cute ... i been looking for this for a long time and the shop i always bought from dun carry this model. Asked one of the sales person about the price and she said there is a 20% off ... so i am very tempted. But i just spend freaking $40 on a meal that is not worth it ... :( but luckily found a sponsor to help me in this "adoption" program :P , so thot will come and buy after the whole grad event.

Went to the rehearsal and was quite bored and feels very funny at first cos we have to walk up a stage and wave then had to do a dance to High School Musical's music , but ha ha actually was enjoying it when the real event started , cos to see so many of us graduates having fun n catching up and we get to wear and throw out "tall hat" , BUT of cos I am more looking forward to the one in June where it really belongs to us :).

After the event went to buy the bear , I ask for the box , at first she said dun have but then she say have .... then ok very happy to have it with the box. Upon making my payment , she told me $39.90 , then i was like look @ her ...
Me : "didn't you say there was a % in the afternoon when i was here ? "
She :" oh, you where here earlier ? "
Me : "Yes, and you told me there was a discount."
She took up the calculator and press the amount and said " ok , 20% "
I was like .... lucky i ask in the afternoon ... if not i might have to end up paying full price for it.

Hee hee thanks to my sponsor for funding in this "adoption" program cos am very happy to be able to get this bear :) and to end the day .... I got my fav " red tea longan" waiting for me after supper :) Today .... had been a nice day .... ( except for the expensive Marche !!! HNG !!!!!! )

My Prized Gloomy

恋人契约书 << Lover's Contract >>

Looking thru all my past emails , found this Lover's contract given to me by my kor in 2000 , Decided to just post here , any1 interested to have a copy in Word's format , do let me know :) Cheers
P/s : but the timeframe must change to 一生一世, ha ha cos my R/L just lasted slightly more then a year :P

恋 人 契 约 书

立约人 XXX, XXX，以下简称甲方、乙方，契约

有效期自 200x 年 xx 月 xx 日起至 20xx 年 xx 月 xx 日止为期 1年。

双方同意于此为期 xx 年期间之内，恪尽恋人之职责，善待对方，

视对方为最值得依赖之伴侣和最重要的考量。共同厮守，相亲

相爱，以自己最大之努力和尽自己的力量，带给对方最大快乐。

若有违背前述原则，于沟通无效后，任何一方可片面宣告契约

终止，另一方不得异议。

契约结束前一个月内，双方得加以检讨，并决定续约与否。

易求物价宝，难得有情郎，人生无常，唯有真爱，空口无凭，

特立此约。

立约人 甲方 乙方

于新加坡共和国 200x 年 xx 月 xx 日 立约

WSQ Graduation Ceremony For Tourism

Just received this invitation and will be going with my Gal and our class baby. Hope to know more ppl in this same field if possible , ha ha , any1 wanna go with me ? Each of us got 2 invitation cards :) ( think got free FOODs !!!!!! , Ha Ha.

Taking for granted

Something also I saw from online posting ....

<<如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

如果我已不存在了...你是否才感覺的到我的離開?

如果我已離開了....你是否才感覺的到我對你的好?

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....>>

ＫolaX : 要懂得珍惜身旁的每一个人，試著想一想，如果今天你最深愛的人，忽然離你而去，你會怎樣？你會後悔沒愛他多一點，沒對他好一點嗎？往往我們會對我們身遍的人事物當成理所當然，不會去加以珍惜。但如果真的失去了，我們才會後悔，人不是往往都是這樣的嗎？
所以親愛的朋友們，不要像我一樣，乘還有機會的時候，跟你身遍的愛人与朋友說一聲“我愛你”。

Translated version
If I were still love you deeply…. Will you still stay by my side?
If I were still care about you….. Will you still look at me one more time?
If I were no longer around… Will you begin to realize that I had left?
If I had been gone…. Will you begin to feel how well I treated you?
Treasure all people surrounding you; do not wait till they were gone
Then to understand that sorrow & regret are so painful……

KolaX : Treasure those around you , take a minute to think , what if your most beloved left you suddenly , how would you feel? Would you have wish you treat them better when they are still around ? Many a times we takes things and people around us for granted , this is always very common cos we are humans. I am just speaking from experience here , so frenz out there , dun be like me , once lost , it's gone forever, can only live in regrets.
So my dear Frenz , while still have the chance , tell your love one/friends - "I LOVE YOU"

通朋友 Vs 男朋友

Saw something interesting online, the difference between just a fren or a bf , gals out there , see if it's true :)

通朋友：半夜會找妳打MSN聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在MSN上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。
他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。
因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。
那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

Leo and Sagittarius' Love

Leo and Sagittarius have the same warm, generous, loving traits but what Leo has yet to learn is that Sagittarius 'gives' to everyone, but no one captures his or her exclusive attention for long; Leo could get his or her heart broken in this scenario. Sagittarius is apt to come up with some wild idea, or big gamble, in a chance to make a lot of money and will entice Leos support, but should everything fall through, or losses prevail, then Sagittarius will still be grateful for leos love and support, but will make him/her share the blame.

Sagittarius must have his/her 'space' for exercising the personal freedom so well loved by the centaur. Sagittarius cannot understand Leo having fits of jealousy over a few harmless flirtations of his/hers but will be very possessive of Leo. Being an outdoor person and a sports enthusiast, Sagittarius will not mind if Leo prefers to stay at home in comfort, as long as they can reach agreements on other recreational pursuits for togetherness.

If leo does not try to tame this one, and does not condemn and argue over the sexual indiscretions that he/she commits, Sagittarius may someday decide that there is no reason to look elsewhere for the satisfaction he/she can find at home. This can be a relationship that has the potential to be very rewarding with the right combination of the compatibility charts. Love can make it work.

These two both have flaming passions, and a sense that life is an adventure to be celebrated. Dating involves play and possibly travel, with Sagittarius drawing Leo outdoors and soon both are glowing with fresh fire in the cheeks. Falling in love makes them feel even more alive. The athletic Saggi stirs the lion out of laziness, and into the game of pleasure. Trouble begins if Leo suspect that the Archer is an equal opportunity lover. Leo's jealousy is a bad fit with the Sagittarian's pursuit of varied experience in romance. Their fires burn differently -- Leo is ignited by concentrated attention, and Saggi's sparks cover a lot of ground, in an ever-widening fire zone.

In a relationship, both are social, but Saggi travels further afield. Saggi needs to keep moving, and feel free to follow life's lead. If Leo feels lonely and unappreciated by the busy Archer, trouble ensues. Saggi's need for freedom conflicts with the Leo's desire to be swept up in an epic romance. Saggi can be a loving partner, but can't be totally devoted in the way Leo wants. A player Saggi with the prideful Leo is a recipe for disaster. It works when a commitment is in place that both value, and the bond is kept fresh through shared experiences. When Leo trusts that Saggi will return, the bond deepens through the many comings and goings. Kids, holidays, animals, friends, parties -- the Leo-Saggi household is vibrantly colorful. As long as they keep laughing, and work through their differences, this pair has a good run.

* The Pros and cons of a Leo Sagittarius Relationship *
There is a real compatibility in a Leo Sagittarius relationship. Both tend to have an outgoing style with a lot of warmth, generosity and love. Each tends to draw from the other to create enthusiasm and warmth.

The Sag can:
Pull out the lighter, fun-loving side of the Leo.
Come up with wild ideas and entice Leo's support.
Encourage the Leo to try something new and to become active doing something both people enjoy.
Let the Leo be the center of attention while the Sag enjoys the action.
The Leo can:
Be easy-going and able to handle and accept the blunt comments of the Sag, even though the Leo may initially be hurt by the comments.
Mirror Sag's enthusiasm for fun and get quickly involved in new activities.
Provide inspiration for exploring and discovering new aspects of life.
Provide the stability in the relationship while Sag tends to wander physically and mentally.
However, there can be challenges:

The Sag's need for personal freedom often turns to flirting. The Leo may become too introspective and misinterpret Sag's flirting as the end of their relationship.
The Leo may be very vocal in expressing negative thoughts about taking part in Sag's outdoor and sports activities, causing both of them to decide to stay home and do something quiet.

爱与被爱，你如何选择？

一直在問自己，爱与被爱，我到低想要的是什麼。網上看到這篇文章，好相是一首歌的歌伺，但還真得梃有意事的。

* 盼不到我爱的人，我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人 片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人 却将你伤得最深
我不忍 我不能 别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人 我知道爱需要缘份
放不下爱我的人 因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心 碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能 拥在怀中直到它变冷

爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对 谁对谁不必虚伪

爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪 为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围 *

被爱是幸福，爱人是痛苦的。许多朋友总在为爱人与被爱这个问题烦恼。爱一个人是自己感情的投入与付出，心甘情愿，但当发现对方没有像自己爱他一样爱自己，又很痛苦。但如果说那找一个他爱你比你爱他更多的来不就行了嗎？自己又會不會決得如果不是全身投入的爱他，那又有什么意思？自己又能不能忍受不了与一个不爱的人一起生活呢？

那被爱和爱人，你又會選哲哪一個呢？我想我兩個都不選，我會選晢相戀。可能很難，但我還是想擁有這樣的一斷戀情。可能我已乘經擁有過了，而一裴子也不會再找到了。

我該放手了嗎？

等一個已不再愛我的人？我等得好累了，不知道我還能等多久。而他可知道我在等他嗎？就算知道又如何，因為他已不在愛我，而且他的身邊已有了另一個“他”。有時我真的怪他，為甚麼不能愛我多一點？為甚麼選摘逃避？可能我真的傷他太深吧！可是他一直說是我把他給逼走的，但可能他自己不知道，其時他更本就不愛我了。我止不過是他們之間的配角。＜如果你是真的還愛我，你就不會再一次選摘離開我。可能你自己都不清楚這一點。＞

* 我已经相信有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白在灯火栏珊处 为什么会哭
你不会相信 嫁给我明天有多幸福
只想你明白 我心甘情愿等等等等等你回頭 *

我很清楚我該放手了，只是還是會有這麼一點點的不拾得，必僅我們有很多開心的回億，我沒辦法說忘就忘。我還是會幻想著，有一天你會忽然抱著我，告訴我，我是你一身的伴侶。可是一覺醒來，夢還是夢。

最後還是想對你說。。。。。。。。。我愛你。

A nice song that i got addicted

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

Another song I just heard on 《超级星光大道》and kinda of tell my current feeling , esp the last few verse.

康康 ﹣你不爱我

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我是我舍不得
是我不配为你在狼狈
你不爱我你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我是我舍不得
是我不配和命运作对
你不爱我你真的不爱我
一直以为我是后卫
原来只是那后备

☆林宥嘉伯乐☆

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个然后等待着下一个
最后哪一个让你最舍不得
感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的她们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的虽然过去了
我们也都经历了
释怀教育着仇恨和平劝着天下人
故事发生便住下了不管好的坏的
你让我成长了就算是痛得值得
一个个过客过得快不快乐
别太多过客祝你早日快乐
离开时别忘了看看眼前的人
流泪记住了还是微笑祝福着

Portfolio 2008

Was redoing my resume and decided to do a simple portfolio and hmm was quite impressed by my own work, so thot of sharing with those whom do not have my facebook. So much unhappy things had happened so thot post something nice n sweet to cheer those who are down and sorry for all the sad posting to those who had been reading :) Esp , Chong - thanks for dropping in to see how i am , very touched :) , well who else been following my blog ? do let me know , maybe i will return with a free dessert ? hee hee enjoy my work for 2008 and do comment or RSVP from me if it suit ur liking :)

Ps: these are just some of my work for 2008, looking forward for more

Dream revolution ...

Think it's time to wake up , change a different dreams, When I first did a career switch to follow my passion , being able to work oversea , learn different things and maybe becoming @ least a known chef in Singapore , ha ha , but I guess I am drifting away from that , for one , age is catching up , in this line , experience n exposure matters alot. How am I, turing 32yo , completing with others who are like 10yrs younger ? Life had been very good to me , looking back , I had no complaints , or rather I can't complaint. As the quote , everything happens for a reason. I just need to find that reason for all these.
Got another email asking me about at-Sunrice 's DIPB , really glad to be able to answer and help , currently 3 so far , hope to be able to help more , either myself or referring them to my juniors, also am very glad all of them are very willing to help one another. As i maybe had mentioned , help was given to me when i was once lost in choosing school as well, someone helped me along the way and thus I am paying it forward, and hopefully all those I helped will do the same , do keep in contact with me , and when the need for you guys/gals to pay it forward, I will let you ppl know, Let's all be a happy family of DIPB :) ( ha if only my school know how much i am helping LOL ) Think they be super duper surprise ? or maybe they will give me an award for it , ha ha . Can;t wait for my Grad in June .... hoping Arjun will come back then we can go Manbo again LOL.

Happy Valentine Day 2009

The time of the year again , where lovers are happy and single are lonely, My first lonely valentine day after 7 yrs , i can't have it had been easy. Things just dun happen the way we wanted ... Shall not go into much details , Just my mum finally found out I m Single again, which was .... hmmmmm easier then for me to break it out to her.

Alot of quarrels and stuff with my Ex again , still we ended up as Exs , hope of patching back is back to NIL again. Maybe i really need to look into my own character , alot of ppl been complaining. I am not a saint , even if changes , it takes time , so frenz out there who are reading this , forgive me and i promised i will try to change , to be a better me for you ppl.

I had decided to quit looking for another LOVE , maybe becos i haben close my last book , I am still at the very last chapter , but yet do no wish to close it as yet though i know i am oreadi at the last page. I still longed to flip back to the first page. I thot I had moved on and willing to open another book but recent happening makes me feel that I am just not ready to do that as yet. I will still be willing to start from page one all over again. Maybe I am just a loser in love , maybe I just dunno how to love , maybe really I just make a better fren. To my Ex , I had told u so , but maybe you dun believe , my door will still be open for you anytime if you ever to open it. I dunno for how long , I dun wan to give empty promise as to forever and ever BUT if that one day you wish to come back to me , just let me know. Cos I had told myself that I do not wans another R/L after ours, of cos someone did gave me a bit of "feel" after you left but I really dunno that "feel" is real or I am just trying forget you.As you said , all these is too late now , but I had kinda of shut myself up becos of you , Told someone that my heart had closed , cos deep inside there is already alot of ppl , every1 of my Exs had a small place in my heart and of cos u will too , no matter what happened. I really wish you to be happy with whoever you are with , that is from deep within. But we as humans are also selfish , very much I would want you back n maybe it's becos I know I can't thus I said all those above. Who knows someday , someone , somewhere is able to melt me once again , but i really doubt it at this moment. Cos I had choose to protect myself from hurting once more.
Time had really been bad , now I am with no Love , no Job , no Career , and I am lost ... but I had to be strong ... @ least try to put on a strong front for all those around me.

Lastly , I believe all things happened for a reason , It is not an easy things for us to know each other and be together for the past close to 7 years, I thank you for every moment , U had made me what I am today , without you , I might be still staying at my old job , and not taking a closer step to my own dreams. Though I do hate you for not giving us another chance to work things out but i just had to say thank you once more for being there for me for those time together. You will always have a place in my heart. Letting go now is not I dun love you anymore, dun ever doubt it.

P/s: Just want to say sorry also to those I had hurt , I am sorry but I really do not have any more spaces in my heart. We still can just be frenz if you ppl wans but I am afraid I cannot be that special someone that you wanted.

Edited from last post - To post or not to ?

This part was actually edited out from my last post , Thot decided to delete it but then realized that all my wishful things all along , cos I thot maybe there still be some chances with my ex and dun wan to "anger" my ex b4 a final decision had been made but it's just wishful thinking on my part , so since now all had been set , I should just state my own view , this is my own blog after all ... isn't it ?

< Firstly is the person who gave me hope after my last break off , gave me the "love" feel and then turn and run away , make me realized that maybe LOVE is not a game for me to play cos my defination is very different , though @ my age , ha ha , I still hope for the perfect LOVE , which i should pick myself up and tell myself , I had enuff...Must learn to protect myself then to let others hurt me with their sweet words.

Next is my Ex , gave me a hope to maybe we should try again , been telling me to voice out what i really wans but when I voice out and you can't deliever , then what for ? Told me , I am still the one who you wans to spend ur life with and stuff , YET your action is neber louder then your words. You keep thinking that you love me , but how much are you willing to show it ? how far can you go for the one you love ? You are the one whom wanted to patch back yet I m the one keep on giving in and the CHOICE is still in your hand. Well anyway in ur heart , I m always the one who had the upper hand, the high handed one , the die die I must win person , the unreasonable one .... ... I had enuff I guess ... making myself miserable for all these for nothing cos , maybe like you say you are not the one for me too. Our thinking of LOVE is so much different. Maybe it's all for the better. My life had picked up after you left then after that you had to come and make me fall into the valley again. Sigh. Maybe I dig my own hole and jumped into it again.

Had some problems with my Sis , Same thing she had always feel that I am the type that die die must win, unreasonable sort of person , ( Well maybe I am since so many ppl think that way , ha ha ) I really dunno , maybe that's my flaw. But in the whole conversation that we had b4 the quarrel , dun think i ever show that , where my side of point is that everytime she had a PMS she will just barked up my tree. I mean , fine , every1 got their emotional times , so what makes u think that I m in my best of mood then ? I guess that is the fault of being a "happy got lucky" pax. Fyi , I m having a lot of probs myself with lots of things in my mind too. But knowing her pattern , I took a step back , told her , maybe we had comms problem , maybe we should talk another day instead. But she had to add one last sentence that fyi , she is not the only one that had that views on me. To me , if you are so not happy with me then voice it out , dun have to go behind and tok abt me. And to me , at a point of argument , then you blurt out something , this means that that is really something that you minded alot, and if so "xin ku" to endure , then might as well not. And the best thing is , the next day , instead of trying to clear things up ourself or take a cool off period , she had to go n tell my daughter , and she had to come and ask me to hear my side of story. Which to me , WTF. Anyway told me gal the whole story and told her , maybe I need a cool of period from all , and frankly , to me all the while , my feelings was , I m just someone nice to hang out with , but being a fren to all of them ? I really wonder , maybe they did not give me that feeling @ all, or maybe I ask for too much. But it doesn't really matters now , time will drift all apart. Maybe I should be just like the rest of my classmates , neber engage , dun involve. We are just all classmates who took a course together. >

CNY 2009 - a new year, a new start ?

Light orange cheesecake mousses

Chocolate mousse + morello cherry compote + lychee mousse + lychee bits Topped with sparkling grape jelly

Had CNY gathering < potluck > @ my place this year since had been always @ others' place for the past few gathering. Those 2 pics on top are my newest creation.

Seems wrong to put this part here but I guess I had to add this in and i will minimize this type of SAD posting cos think it's getting a bit unhealthy. Life had been a bit down for me , though I m still able to lauffs if needed. Maybe I think I am turning "short" soon.

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Lastly , I need to get a job real soon ... all this is adding up to my problems, Soon i will turn every1 against me to protect myself ..... like what i always do , maybe not healthy , but at least it's a form of protection that I will have. Really hope I will really change myself for the better , open my eyes bigger to see people i know and not getting myself hurt anymore. And I will focus more on my baking , and hopefully turn this blog into something more on my passion baking and not just my "down" life.

My gang of close bros with their wives

P/s : You guys/gals are still the best frenz in my life who gone thru my ups n downs and no matter where we are or how less time we meet up , I know support and help will always be there, just a call away. Thanks !!!

一個人的我也可以過得很好，活得精彩。

Went on a shopping trip alone yesterday , haben been doing that for the longest time ... feeling yes abit lonely but I guess overall was ok , @ least no one to restrain me from buying this n that , of cos that also means i spend alot !!! LOL also no second opinon was given , I had to make all choices myself ... guess there's pros n cons.
Guess I had to be alone but I need to get use to it and live life to it's fullest, had a chat with my classmates last week , feel like having amemsia is not a bad things after all .... they mostly think it good cos they ca nforget certain things in life which is not happy to them, but to me ... it's more like a new me , a changed me. I feel that I been a bad person in life so far , a failure @ many aspect also and I longed to change , but just too lazy n dunno how to start.

Coughing .... n Coughing ...

Think my cough is killing me once again ... sigh ... guess going to polyclinic again tomorrow ... Just finished baking first batch of pineapple tarts and some suegee cookies ... not too bad ... guess @ least i m doing something i enjoyed. Alot of things happen recently ard me ... 2 of my gals fren broke off ... and just dunno how to console them also cos I ... also just survived a broken r/l. But it got me thinking also .. what I really wans now ? I still think of that someone .... guess I just wans to find out what actually happen but dun think i ever gonna get an answer so i guess i just have to live with it.

What do ppl look in a r/l ? guess for me is very simple .... just 2 ppl ,,, loving each other and in both their hearts there is only each other. to me LOVE is everything , all other obstacles can be overcome. Someone once told me ... no one is meant for another , destiny is in our hands , we fight for our own happiness .... but yet ,.... that someone is the one that hurt me , ha ha . Funny. I was soooooooo touched by those words then but then it only brought myself more sadness. Is there no one out the who will put LOVE/matters of the heart as first place ? To me if 2 person really loved each other that much .. they will do all they can to be together, if things work out of cos good ... if not ... at least both tried!!! Guess I m just still looking for that 2pid someone out there like me ... emotional ... and just believe in love.But really at time i wish i wasn't so emotional ... maybe life will be better. Now i just wish i could find a job soon ... think i gonna give up on love oreadi .. too many ppl had places in my heart liao ... ha ha . Need a job badly to earn $ for my loans and also to forget those ppl in my heart .... no matter what happen ... I love you all :)
*ps : hope my cough will cure soon ... if not ... dying soon.*

DIPB003 United for the last time ?

Feeling Lonely ~

Went to Polyclinic today , suddenly feel so lonely , seeing couples there accompany their lover to see doc ... sigh ... Gone were the days where someone will accompany me to the doc , or smsed me now n then to check if ok n stuffs .... Guess i just have to get use to this feeling ... :)

Msg my boss that I would not be helping him anymore @ work cos doc as to rest b4 it got worst , lucky X-ray shows that lungs are ok so just have to rest well.... :) Wish me get well soon and *cross finger* find someone to hangout often and maybe love soon ? LOL