New happiness lasted a week and now ... back to square one .. Single once again n targetless. Agreed with fren that I moved on too fast but it takes both hands to clap but guess I clapped at the wrong hand. Think i should be sent to the Zoo as a protected animal - the most emotional guy of the century... ha ha ... anyway ... sad , yes n moved on - YES .. Just cross finger my career will be better ! Gambatei !!!
Maybe it really takes a great deal to know someone b4 you really jumped into something. Guess not all are so adventurous as me ( or 2pid to put it ) To me , I won't give up until i tried my very best , be it in the end i will ends up hurting myself. Realized alot of ppl i talked to , they give up once they thot things won't worked out , maybe they are too protective of themselves so I can't blamed them too.
"Love" is not something then just said for fun , as there is a saying in Chinese "說者無意，听者有心“ which means that you dun really meant what u said but the listening party might take it to heart. For example : You say "I Love You" , maybe you just meant "I MISS YOU" or " I LIKE YOU" or maybe it just have no meaning to you but to the person listening to it , he/she might thot you really LOVED him/her. Or in another example : you were very angry with your love one and in the heated of a argument you just said " I wish I neber love you or met you" , to you , it might just be a blurt out of words when u angry but to the other party , he/she might have thot you really meant what u said. So always think twice about what you say, as another Chinese saying "禍從口出“ meaning troubles always comes out from mouth ( in terms of words you said ). So next time be mindful about what you gonna say to someone, always think twice , no matters what your emotions @ that time is , it's gonna be hard.
For now ... in my mind ... there is just this song ... " Love dun cost a thing" , if you out there knows what I mean.
Hibernating season .... once again.
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