Coughing .... n Coughing ...

Think my cough is killing me once again ... sigh ... guess going to polyclinic again tomorrow ... Just finished baking first batch of pineapple tarts and some suegee cookies ... not too bad ... guess @ least i m doing something i enjoyed. Alot of things happen recently ard me ... 2 of my gals fren broke off ... and just dunno how to console them also cos I ... also just survived a broken r/l. But it got me thinking also .. what I really wans now ? I still think of that someone .... guess I just wans to find out what actually happen but dun think i ever gonna get an answer so i guess i just have to live with it.

What do ppl look in a r/l ? guess for me is very simple .... just 2 ppl ,,, loving each other and in both their hearts there is only each other. to me LOVE is everything , all other obstacles can be overcome. Someone once told me ... no one is meant for another , destiny is in our hands , we fight for our own happiness .... but yet ,.... that someone is the one that hurt me , ha ha . Funny. I was soooooooo touched by those words then but then it only brought myself more sadness. Is there no one out the who will put LOVE/matters of the heart as first place ? To me if 2 person really loved each other that much .. they will do all they can to be together, if things work out of cos good ... if not ... at least both tried!!! Guess I m just still looking for that 2pid someone out there like me ... emotional ... and just believe in love.But really at time i wish i wasn't so emotional ... maybe life will be better. Now i just wish i could find a job soon ... think i gonna give up on love oreadi .. too many ppl had places in my heart liao ... ha ha . Need a job badly to earn $ for my loans and also to forget those ppl in my heart .... no matter what happen ... I love you all :)
*ps : hope my cough will cure soon ... if not ... dying soon.*

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