The Long wait ... ...

Yesterday was a long day cos i did not get any calls from at-Sunrice ... so i am actually quite worried that i might not get the placing .... but ppl ard me told me i will sure get it ... still worried .... Wake up in the morning .... mum said of earthquake again ... didn't feel any .... cos me still sleeping ... also my main concern today was THE CALL ! half a day past ... no call ... no email ... keep on checking phone .... think to myself .... i will give myself till 5 pm then i will call them and ask .. reason as to why i am so " kan cheong" - the guy whom i read his blog regarding the interview ... got his call with hours i think ...me ? more then 1 day still no call !!!! OH NO i think to myself .... i had tender my job oreadi !!! and i turn down an interview with the other company which i had email my CV almost 3 weeks ago ..... sigh .... finally cannot control ... i call the school ... the recuritmenet office was not there ... left her a voice mail .... then send her an email as well .... just went i click on the send button .... i received a call from her ... and .... YES i been accept .... my dreams is finally had a start !!!! so i sent my retail manager an email to let her know .... and she replied " Congratulations that you have finally made up your mind to pursue your passion." ... Seriously ... i really dunno what she mean ...... i always had this dream and i always wanted to pursue but no chance .... this only show how "MUCH" she know me ... but then again .... will she care ? who am i ? NEXT~ maybe she will quote my lines " pls stand behind the YELLOW line " HA! was actually hoping people around me can be more supportive .... this is really a very big step i am taking ..... wish me luck whoever out there who really loves me :P hee hee ... I LOVE YOU too !!!!!
On the other side of me .... i am actually quite sad too ... been in this company for close to 4 yrs .... always wanted to leave but then when time is here .... a bit sad .... but frankly ... i really dunno which parts makes me sad .... But one staff of mine told me today " Somehow it gonna be different without you ... somehow just feel safe when you are around ... somehow you can put thing in order " ... Sigh ... i feel touched ! but then how many of them will think that way ? most wish i am out ASAP ... reasons ? me too ANAL LOL rather i know them well enuff to spot their mistake and pin point on them , but I am an easy person to get alone as long as you are 1) humble 2) keen to learn 3) and cute ? jsut kidding more like as long able to do what i pass on to you ... then you will have a nice life under me !!!
Now just cross finger and wait for HR reply ...... Wish me luck again .