Know this is tough choice but I decided to give up waiting and hoping. Heart is aching every now and then and if to hold on waiting ... I be more painful and think it will get worst .... I dun think I can endure much longer this way. I choose the short n sharp pain way ... give up myself ... @ least I know pain is there but it be better then to have to endure this longer .... the faster I give up ... the faster the wound will heal. Letting go doesn't means I dun love you anymore .... in fact it might actually means I love you even more , and standing by my thots ... Loving someone is not about possessing someone but rather wanting that someone happy. Since u might have made the choice or not ... to make it much easier for you ... I make the choice for you. Letting you go and be happy ... is the least I can do for you. Maybe you dunno ... tears really dried up .... Thinking of you just make my heart more aching ... so letting you go might be the right choice .... @ least for now. I be ok .... I will stand where I fall ... worst I still can rely on my friends ... But I want to do this alone. I really wish you find al the love you can with ur new love and try to be a friend to you. Thanks for being there and taking care of me all these while, must have been hard on you but now you are free ..... Good Luck.
PS : to me , if you love me , you dun need so long to think , if u dun love me , think so much also no use. I prefer 要愛就愛，敢愛敢恨。
PS 2 : 我好想給你最後一個擁抱
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