Wat will happen in a mths time ?

Had a chat ... you say you wan a cool off period ... saying that you might reconsider the decision you neber regret making . To me ... maybe it just a time for you to let me get use to u as a fren cos since you had oreadi commited to the other party ... i really dunno ..... I wanted to believe you but yet I m scare ... what can i do or not do to within this mth ? Am I supposed not to do anything ? Will I overdo things ? You said you will not see him for this mth too ... can you control ? is that really true ? I am very scare that this is just but a false hope ... But I will wan to try ... try to trust you all over again ... I'll try BUT again ... in 2 weeks it's our anni ( ok supposed to 7th yrs ) so how should I react ? should I just act blurz and try to celebrate with u ? or should I not do anything ? I really dunno. Can someone teach me what I should do and not do ? wat will u do if u're in my shoe ? facing a stiuation like this ? I really dunno ...... I am so lost now .... OR maybe i should take that as a sign on which side you are at ? If you date me out ... chances ++ if you act blur or appear to be busy ... then chances-- ? How will i know ur choices also ....