14th Nov ... 14 days to 7yrs together ... you drop the bomb .... calling it quits .... SAD but what else can I do ? Decision had been made and I respect your wish and I wish you all the best for whoever came along and hope he be a better partner then I am.
Seriously I dun hate you nor blame you , fault is mine for not being able to give u the trust you wanted. I am just sad cos we spent abt 1/5 of my life so far ... 1/5 = 6yrs+ ... that is a long time .... And instead of talking it out or giving us another chance you decided to give others the chance. Well assuming knowing you ... the other party must be really able to give u the happiness in such short time. Well i guess time is not the main issue here , Love .. once gone means gone.
I will try to be strong but then i really dunno cos it is always when you finally lose someone then you regrets , I guess I am just a normal human too.
Thanks for the time spent together be it happy or sad .... always thot that we will be 天長地久 but now it becomes 丞經擁有. Maybe you be happier without me in your life , hugz.
8.30 pm now .... 3.5hrs more to the deadline ... Though i know very sure that you will never make it back to see me , but i guess it will be better for me to accept it once and for all , call me 2pid ... call me childish or even drama ... but I guess I just can't accept it and running from it ... but fact will be fact .... so sorry but I decided to go for the hard way. Lying on the bed that we slept together b4 ... makes me realized that you be gone forever ...對不起,我愛你。
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