Monday, November 03, 2008

To stay or to move on ... ... ...

A nice pic from last KL trip.

As per my last post ... this is turning into my 5th and final term. Thus staying with my currently attachment site or moving on to another is a question that i need to ask myself. My boss had tok to me 2 times oreadi and both times I m not able to give him an confirmed answer. The thing is , if possible , if can get a job elsewhere with more exposure, I will move on but with everyone saying that market is bad … makes me wonder if there is any jobs out there for me. To me , if you are asking me to stay or not , @ least throw me an offer and not just ask me to make a decision based on blank paper.

Just today my chef talked to me … about same issue again , still I gave her the same answer , cos I really cannot commit , she‘s like hinting that if I decided not to commit , chances of me learning more things will be limited and she will also not delegate more things to me. I feel bad n sad , Bad – cos my chef did consider me as the more reliable one ( maybe there’s no one else ? )

Maybe I think too much …. Sigh … just that a lot of things crop up … 1 ) the above mentioned, 2 ) going to face the music tomorrow in school for my MCs @ work , 3) Japanese exam coming up and I cfm fail one 4 ) no $ cos Boss neber come to work today so I no pay and lunch $ 5) My army med status _ IPPT … die … A lot more to write but dunno how to continue …. Till then bah …

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